einstein the mastermind – before i self-destruct lyrics
everything in life can hit you all at once
one wrong move and you might erupt
well this is an ode to being on the edge
before i self destruct
[hook]
i feel like my life’s been going in circles (going in circles)
my pessimistic brain has been resourceful (been resourceful)
i’m numb to all this pain, but i’m still being hurtful (still being hurtful)
i hate what i became but i can’t seem to hurt you
but my self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
[verse 1]
wake up in the morning/ hate the day the lies ahead
i be manifesting bullsh+t right before i lay my head
in the only form of comfort/ i wish i could stay in bed
but i gotta get out of this just to go and make my bread
d+mn i hate this 9+5 but how the f+ck i stay afloat
if i don’t work on the daily/ how the f+ck i’m supposed to cope
that’s right/ wait until the weekend to become a drunken mess
i might pop a pill or 12/ so i can get closer to death
oh thats right i got this debt/ thats piled up to my f+cking neck
i could go swimming in this sh+t/ like an ocean full of stress
man this sh+t has been a test/ and i can’t do this anymore
i been hanging by a thread/ but i’m about to cut the cord
[hook]
i feel like my life’s been going in circles (going in circles)
my pessimistic brain has been resourceful (been resourceful)
i’m numb to all this pain, but i’m still being hurtful (still being hurtful)
i hate what i became but i can’t seem to hurt you
but my self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
[verse 2]
i’m closer to the edge/ feeling like i’m losing my grip on my sanity
i got one foot off the ledge/ while the other saying think about your family
i been feeling so alone/ and the only way i see to any clarity
is to let it all explode/ and deal with the consequences when i can at least
think/ with a clear mind
but im steady walking on these f+cking land mines
can you save me/ from myself
i been crying out for help
[hook]
i feel like my life’s been going in circles (going in circles)
my pessimistic brain has been resourceful (been resourceful)
i’m numb to all this pain, but i’m still being hurtful (still being hurtful)
i hate what i became but i can’t seem to hurt you
but my self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
self destructive tendencies
could just be the end of me
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