envy black – ∆p∆rt lyrics
[verse 1]
take it back to when everything was the simplest
i’d give anything to see my deepest wishes meet fruition
i want mom and dad to keep it tight
but everyday’s a f-ckin’ screaming match
i hate to see my parents fight
it’s harder on the kids tho and that’s a fact
matter fact they try to act like it’s alright
and that it’s all gon’ over-blow
man, that’s a joke, i’ve heard it all before
heavens know it tore me up to see my sister go
at least she used to call
but now she barely does
if “barely” means “rarity” minus “chance”
we were a family at first
but she’s a spirit of the past
i tried to resurrect for closure
but it really didn’t last
i’ve got more questions now than answers
and she faded just as fast, and i’m like
[bridge]
“d-mn, sis where you at?
like, “d-mn, where you at, sis? we miss you
is you coming back?” i don’t know
i guess you’re tired of this broken home, but you left us all alone, all alone
[hook]
as time progresses
everything will fall apart
nothing nice will last forever
it was slated from the start
guard your heart, keep it close to the vest
this life’ll punch through your armor
and rip it straight from chest
and the rest is all she wrote
[verse 2]
i cry alone cause mom ain’t here to wipe my tears
and me and dad been at each other’s throats, i wish he’d disappear, sometimes
i need friends but everybody thinks i’m weird
i need guidance from my brother, i ain’t seen him in some years
and that’s a fear of mine: no one by my side
as i navigate my life, everyday is filled with strife
and my counselors tell me that everything’s gon’ be alright
but i see through all their lies. i’d be thoroughly surprised
if i could wake up with a smile on my face
and my memories erased so i could start from scratch in search of better days but
the road ahead is paved with disarray and pain
that i don’t know if i could brave
and the pain will never end until i
[outro]
walk through death’s door as if
the afterlife’s a party like
i see a lot of people but
but they don’t know i’m here
said i’m with a lot of people now
but they don’t know i’m here
and i’m screaming out for help but i’m
impossible to hear
said i’m screaming out for help but
but they don’t know i’m here
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