ezra allen – numb lyrics
[verse 1]
smiles appear to mask as long as the effects last
hysteria en m-ss, ignore questions unasked
can’t smell it or see the changes
friends are becoming strangers
losing wages, on weekends
on bars that we frequent
smoke clears, it’s just me here
empty cup, had enough
sobriety has me remember
the night your mind has censored
watching you stumble, rant, reveal
i left before it ended
only here for invitation obligation
rooms empty despite the population
desperation fills lack of social sk!lls
drown in self pity trying to be witty
friends is a word, actions have meaning
i say this because their actions were demeaning
at least i had the friends
[hook]
why does joy remind me of sadness
why does normal have to be like this
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
every connection met with anxiety
what could go wrong?
i’ll give you a variety
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
why does joy remind me of sadness
why does normal have to be like this
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
every connection met with anxiety
what could go wrong?
i’ll give you a variety
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
[verse 2]
open the door, hi with a hug
their enthusiasm, just shrug
minutes ago, tears
walking up streets
going through fears
hearing the cars thinking of a way out
it’s not something i’m saying out loud
but this
train platform for the cure
staring at the railing
like a lure
hope for the day
don’t start parties
with my sleeve, absorbing my eyes
hoping to disguise, feeling like sh-t
not filling rivers but i do my bit
every party carnivale
every interaction put on
giving nothing to let on
doing my best to hide it
hope they hear your silence
[verse 3]
this was my doing, i felt it brewing
i let it spark into a fire
worked on that pyre
irony that
lows brought me higher
sadness, made me talk less
compared to the excess of words
i expressed
my cure, was my poison
drank it for enjoyment
uncovered problems dormant
conform it
she clicked attending
her songs so old i’m pretending
it’ll bring feelings back
offending, is what she does best
on that i’m depending, i’m
spending what sanity i’ve left
stealing from logic like theft
[hook]
why does joy remind me of sadness
why does normal have to be like this
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
every connection met with anxiety
what could go wrong?
i’ll give you a variety
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
why does joy remind me of sadness
why does normal have to be like this
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
every connection met with anxiety
what could go wrong?
i’ll give you a variety
smile in public, rain disguises emotion
out of view, floods flow in
[outro]
numb
become so numb
i’m so done
become so numb
numb
become so numb
i’m so done
become so numb
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