hxstage – how tf am i even here right now? lyrics
the more that i’m asleep the less i’m in pain
i keep on running from the mistakes that i made
he talkin’ crazy so he get put on display
can’t give a f+ck about anything i’m in pain every day
i feel like hurting myself
i feel like downing the bottle i f+ckin keep on the shelf
don’t feel like anything helps so this the only way
i like to suffer in silence so people stay away
i’on really care about nothing except when i get paid
i’on like this place i wanna disappear wanna get away
i took half a eddie got 20 until i fade away
please don’t bother speaking not hearing a single word you say
the more that i’m asleep the less i’m in pain
i keep on running from the mistakes that i made
he talkin crazy so he get put on display
can’t give a f+ck about anything i’m in pain every day
i feel like hurting myself
i feel like downing the bottle i f+ckin keep on the shelf
don’t feel like anything helps so this the only way
i like to suffer in silence so people stay away
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