ivx – hawthorne lyrics
[verse]
i lost my dad when i was two years old
now you tell me how you think that affected my growth
i’ve only seen him in pictures, i’ve got no recollection
of the man that every man to be a man needs to know
praise god someone stepped in a few years later
i’m not sayin’ he was jesus
but he was sure as h-ll a savior
and my father only get my highest praises
and yet i feel like we never talk
that’s probably all my fault
cause i’m always holed up in my f-ckin’ room
my sister says it’s my cave
i see it as an escape
not from them, but from my thoughts
because whenever i’m in my room
i have something else i can do
i have something to distract me
it’s a little conceited but i’m my own best company
i don’t cause any problems and i don’t need no abundant things
i just need some -censored- and a netflix subscription
but me, a keyboard, and speakers is a h-ll of a mixture
when i was a kid
growing up in country pa, i
never had many friends
i would watch the other kids play but
i would do it again
cause’ it made me tougher
word to my mother
we did it when all we had was each other (i said)
when i was a kid
growing up in country pa, i
never had many friends
i would watch the other kids play but
i would do it again
cause’ it made me tougher
word to my mother
we did it when all we had was eachother
but i will not allow my future to be defined by past
i will not allow my doubts to muddle all of my thoughts
i’ll keep chasing the horizon like each day is my last
and i will hold all my successes closer than all my faults
i’ll inspire other people into following dreams
and i’ll continue crafting masterpieces behind the scenes
i’ll become the man my father always wants me to be
and yeah, i’ll have a little fun along the way
b-tch, i went to h-ll and back
just to beat the devil ’til his eyes are black
gave him heart attack
talking cardiac
when i came back
where the party at
(where the party at?)
where the party at
you talk a lot a sh-t from that pontiac
i ain’t actin’ like i got a cadillac
but y’all love to talk where yo’ money at
y’all love to brag every time you rap
you gotta prove you’re rich to make up for sk!ll
you got iron bars, i got an iron will
you got gold chains, but they still chains
i’m still the same, and i always will be
if i change up, go ahead and k!ll me
all jokes aside, lemme step aside
and unveil the real me
man i been dominant
road to my pinnacle, n-body stoppin’ it
stairway to heaven, i’m taking a rocket ship
this is reality pullin’ fatalities
whole other galaxy
built on my whims
tell me who messin’ with him
n-body, n-body better
then the i, to the v, to the one more letter
upper echelon, what i’m stepping on, (uh)
never fall off, hit ’em with the sawed off
wanna lie man hit ’em with the call log
wanna tour though wanna play flog gnaw
improving ’til the labels wanna all call
dust off my shoulders when i get kicked down
i’ll keep recording ’til i get kicked out
i’ll keep creating ’til my lungs give out
cause i know my pain can never keep me
(down)
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