joe barbarulo – i.h.m.b lyrics
[hook]
i’m a little insane
like my name’s lee ray
i just wanna see the day
where we’re both okay
but the blood still stains
smoke the tears away
i’m a little insane
cycle through my pain
nothing going my way
i just wanna run away
from all these thoughts in my brain
i hate my f-ckin’ birthday
[transition]
mind’s feeling clouded
the night keeps it shrouded
and i’m seeing things now like eleven
everything looking upside down, no heaven
[verse i]
but i keep falling back in my thoughts
blaming myself when i could be off
trying to meet someone new, but i think about you
and writing this sh-t is only way through
because we barely talk anymore
promises shattered all over the floor
but this wasn’t no bottled dior
it’s a molotov burning the status reports
my world is at war
op overlord, my fears, body counting the score
why should i care anymore?
why should i care anymore?
do you even care anymore?
sometimes i think i’m pretty okay
but i’ll wish i was dead by the end of the day
fine, don’t come and see me today
rather be all alone on my f-ckin’ birthday
[hook]
i’m a little insane
like my name’s lee ray
i just wanna see the day
where we’re both okay
don’t wanna part ways
so please just stay
i’m a little insane
cycle through my pain
nothing going my way
i just wanna run away
from all the thoughts in my brain
i hate my f-ckin’ birthday
[verse 2]
i’m only okay cause’ i do this sh-t for me
got tired of looking for people to please
not a finger on a bottle
but i smoked once in a while
pulling combos like i’m guile
this sh-t just not my style
but i wanted to try something new
i never do this to hurt you
don’t wanna lie straight through
just looking for truth
what am i to you?
can you tell me that?
please, if you won’t text back
the answers are what i lack
and this hurts us, sorry i said it this way
but you need to get that i’m not okay
when he and your friends take precedent
over everything i was and am
you promised i wouldn’t be alone
but i felt that way, staring at the phone
2 am, want a single word from you
start drowning in tears and sheets of blue
i’m the monster you believed was true
now i’m a spirit, and shane said “f-ck you”
and ryan don’t respect me either
when my words miss the spirit box speaker
might as well be dead anyway
with a single bang that closes the play
i probably won’t win grammys, or make it off the streets
but this is my p-ssion i’ll pour every ounce in, even if you don’t believe
no matter the mess of the lyrics and melodies that i can conceive
deep in my mind, i cannot see another fish in the sea: time to sleep
[hook]
i’m a little insane
like my name’s lee ray
i just wanna see the day
where we’re both okay
don’t wanna part ways
so please just stay
i’m a little insane
cycle through my brain
nothing going my way
i just wanna run away
from all the thoughts in my brain
i hate my f-ckin’ birthday
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