jordan johnston – by myself lyrics
[chorus]
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
i’m 13 but i stress like an old man
anxiety making me wanna leave the earth
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
[verse]
i had to get it by myself ain’t never asked no one for help
i’m just trynna get thru the day without no drama
was always a bad kid even heard that from my mamma
no i ain’t worried about nothing
staying focus on what i got right now
knowing everything from my past bothers me
still man i needa let go of things
never been thе type of person to just forget and forgivе
but heck i gotta learn how to love and live
people always telling me i have no purpose
people always telling me that i’m just worthless
locked in my mind i feel like im cursed and every single day i don’t feel like a person
walking around with a weight it’s a burden
cut this beat up you can call me a surgeon
talking to you, you gon’ think this a
sermon
i’m make this short now please close the curtain
forget everything i just said
cause no i don’t wanna be dead
1 just want to be happy
but it’s only a fantasy
forget this tragity
1 wanna leave gravity
death is what it has to be
and i’m sorry you believed in me
but really there was nothing to see
except a piece of crud a worthless kid who just dreamed
[chorus]
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
[post+chorus]
i felt like i had to get it all alone
ain’t never needed or asked for no help
do this for my self
[verse 2]
they see that im winning now so their attitude to me are gonna change
man they fake crazy how much they switch up wgen they realize that your name buzzing
try my hardest to be nonchalant
but i gotta express my feelings some way
man i thought i could let this go
but i didn’t know that it’d be like this
asked for everything
i gave you everything
how you switch up
shouldve been your main
now i’m watching you from a pane
watching in pain
always wanted you to help
never got it made me feel in h+ll
yeah, in h+ll that’s my life lately
i don’t think the pain will ever stop
to many people
in my way
i’m not worried bout them
i’m only in competition with myself
got to comfortable on this record
only my first record
i get uncomfortable
when i get to
comfortable
but i don’t feel that way
hey! i think this is whats right
[chorus]
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
i had to get it by myself ain’t no help inside this city
suicide you ain’t gon hear from me again
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