kardashev – lavender calligraphy lyrics
o, lavender calligraphy
you who exist behind every letter
a faint voice, if i listen
what was your name again?
here’s the flower i picked
“i’m sorry”
that i pressed in the pages before
“o, god, those weren’t the things that i meant”
filled with prayers that she made
“resentment”
that i locked away deep in the drawer
“it was you who said that i’d be dead”
oh, she made her mistakes
silhouette of a phantom i know
“son, you know that you’re going to h+ll”
distant voice of a girl who once ran from her father
looking back now i know, it was fear
loss again, an explosion, a match
i live on that day
i live in that room
folding quilts and avoiding her eyes
dead regret, chitin sh+ll underground
inside the dresser
that was there far before i could stand
your molded letter
folded there in a drawer left unsent
“i love you forever
i like you for always
for as long as you’re with me”
what was your name again?
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