kid conscious. – checkin my phone lyrics
[chorus]
over and over i’m checkin’ my phone
hoping it rings, but no is home
stare at my screen when i’m all alone
should i give up, or maybe ill go
gun to my face and its ready to blow
and the day that i die is the day that i grow
and i left you on read cuz i’m moving to slow
i got xans and the l pouring outta my foam
[verse 1]
tried to hit send then my vison got blurry
she said goodbye and i started to worry
closing my eyes suicide got me hurtin
please leave a message or pick up the phone
cuz my head is a bomb and its gonna explode
and i know its not your fault but now that you know
that i’m dead and i’m happy and you’re all alone
the clock will keep ticking inside of my soul
[verse 2]
i am afraid that i have strayed from my home
too far for return and too close for regret
sitting on all a the things that i said
trapped like a prisoner in my own head
certain that i would be better off dead
some nights i just sit on the end of my bed
so f-cked up inside and i’m feeling depressed
what have i done i mean this sh-t’s a mess
[chorus]
over and over i’m checkin’ my phone
hoping it rings, but no is home
stare at my screen when i’m all alone
should i give up, or maybe ill go
gun to my face and its ready to blow
and the day that i die is the day that i grow
and i left you on read cuz i’m moving to slow
i got xans and the l pouring outta my foam
[verse 3]
no longer a movement inside of my chest
no longer afraid now my thoughts are at rest
but fear it still lingers its built in your soul
i am afraid that i’m floating i’m up in my zone
my cup is now empty
along with my purpose
these verses, disturbing the he-rs-s
just hoping you heard this
[verse 4]
mary, molly, xanny, oxy
weed, lean, someone please help me
adderall, codeine, alcohol, promethazine, yea
someone please help me
[verse 5]
time after time i feel dead inside this busy mind
more alive then ever but withdrawal steady on the rise
take another xan just to feel f-cked up
don’t remember anything i gotta speak up
[x2]
please don’t let me fill that cup
please don’t let me pack that bowl
please don’t let me act a fool
listen to the syllables
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