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king abaddon – suicide souljah lyrics

[intro: anais watterson & billie eilish]
you do realize that none of this is real, right?
you’d say you’d stay but then you’d run, ah

[verse 1: king abaddon]
trapped inside this room, i keep on whining like a f+ggot
it’s a million degrees, my brain is melting into past tense
get insecure when she not around, i sit and wait ’til i can see her
i couldn’t k!ll myself, but n+gga, i just don’t wanna be here
i hate everything about myself, still try to disregard it
just bare words cannot explain, i try to keep my chin up
i hate the way my mouth moving, i look f+cking r+t+rded
i hate my f+cking voice, that’s why i pitch my sh+t up
i’m enslaved to my mind and urges
she hurt me, make me feeling worthless
i’m forever scarred, and i sound like a f+g
i can never get closer, i’m certain
no love for a n+gga, i don’t wanna be awake
i don’t wanna have to wait while my feelings turn to hate
inte ett enda ord spelar någon f+cking roll
jag kan fortsätta prata, börja om på noll
and i hate my f+cking skin color, i wish i wasn’t a cracker
i hate the way i look, i f+cking wish that i was tanner
i’ve been everything i criticize and i’ma f+cking hypocrite
died a f+cking hunnid times, it ain’t taken effect, b+tch
[interlude: billie eilish]
the games you played were never fun, mhh

[hook: king abaddon]
suicide souljah, b+tch, i’ll never get closer
f+ck a b+tch, and f+ck a hoe, and f+ck a friend and f+ck sober
suicide souljah, b+tch, i’ll never get closer
f+ck a b+tch, and f+ck a hoe, and f+ck a friend and f+ck sober
i need hash in my lungs, i need guala in my jeans

[verse 2: king abaddon]
i need n+ggas in my streams, i will never trust a b+tch
she get all inside my head and n+ggas think that i mind it
why’d you have to be so cruel? all that sh+t, i’m still reminded
i prayed to the almighty being, i recall
outta nowhere got a feeling i knew how to fix it
i sinned, don’t pray, now it left me, it’s gone
now i feel i ain’t getting answer, oh, have mercy on me, god
when i’m no longer here, god’ll be sure to make it rey
if i died today, y’all would still remember the name
the day i dissappear, god’ll be sure to make it rain
king dirt, suicide souljah, this the end of my reign, n+gga

[outro: billie eilish & king abaddon]
i’m not afraid anymore, what makes you sure (corny ass n+gga)
you’re all i need? forget about it
when you walk out the door and leave me torn
you’re teaching me to live without it

- king abaddon lyrics

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