kylldyll – tothedirt lyrics
let me take you to a time when i would chill and draw all day
an adolescent with depression, but was numb to all the pain
but now days i feel it constant in my chest, up in my brain
i can’t escape it when i sleep, so i just choose to stay awake
i always feel it to the fullest, sometimes i forget to breathe
but that’s okay, it is what it is, i guess it’s just meant for me
happiness i can’t accomplish, always feel just like
i’m fakin’
hit a hunnid in the whip, in hopes it flips and starts to blazin’
no one reaches out unless i hit em first, but maybe
i should man up, take these feelings to the dirt, cause they can’t save me
these are scary thoughts i live with everyday
but i can’t really even begin to express all of this anguish that i’m facin’
yea
wakin’ up again feelin’ blessed as f+ck
but when the sun goes down thoughts are eatin’ me up
i got demons, son i promise that i really mean it
i wanna defeat ’em, but it seems like i’m just sh+t outta luck
i miss my brothers, don’t wanna bail, but it seems that i must
cause i’ve been pushin’ for some years, but it’s time to give up
i’m truly sorry to you all and all the harm that i’ve done
but it’s a lonely ass world in this hole that i dug
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