laz3rat10n – bottle in my hand lyrics
[verse 1]
there’s bottles on the floor, back against the door
stumble to the drawer in attempt to pour some more
i’m not an alcoholic, i’m not relying on it
but anytime i want it, i can’t stop me getting on it
yeah, i drink alone. yeah, i lost my phone
yeah i’m getting loans just to have a drink, i know
i drink when i’m depressed, drinking cause i’m stressed
i nearly feel possessed when cravings hit my chest
yeah, i’m losing sleep and i’m feeling h-lla weak
but how i meant to sleep when i can barely go a week
unforeseen, sixteen, never clean, a stupid teen
just sit behind a d-mn screen, anxious just to be 18
i know i sound pathetic, please don’t be sympathetic
to get this way i let it, and it’s all my fault, i get it
still not an addiction, chest under constriction
stuck in this affliction and it’s all my self-infliction
[chorus]
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
[verse 2]
wake up in a park, still it’s after dark
stumble on the gl-ss from the drink i had last
once again alone, lost another phone
no way to get home, something you’d disown
used to be strong, although i don’t belong
this’ll be lifelong
f-ck i was drunk while writing this song
very few can tell, i’m living in h-ll
notice the smell but shrug it off as well
stuck under a spell
the smell, the look, the taste, how it feels
to me it just appeals, causing me to skip meals
a bottle so colossal, came in, yep, jostled
treat it like a fossil, causes me to topple
can’t get a beer? watch my mood veer
becoming so severe as my smile disappears
watch me so distressed, hands on my face, pressed
[chorus]
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
[verse 3]
hungover as f-ck, hit me like a truck
brain running a muck, i’m feeling real stuck
think i’m gonna puke, think i’ve been rebuked
think it’s just a fluke that i haven’t so soon
grab another drink, although i can’t think
watch me as i sink, hear the bottle ch-nk
as i knock it down, bottles on the ground
oh, i love the sound of the bottles i surround
i don’t know the date, and i can’t see straight
getting real late, with myself i’m in debate
don’t know where i am, what is this? a sham?
think i have an exam, f-ck school’s scam
talking to myself, what else should i sell
just so i can dwell in my h-ll
with a bottle you can tell i’m unwell
might as well, end it all hear me say farewell
[chorus]
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
may have lost the battle, but i’m gonna win the war
one day soon i’ll be chilling on tour
with a bottle in my hand, and another few, canned
but it won’t be a demand, no i’ll be in command
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