lil revive – all i rap about is death & despair lyrics
[verse 1]
loving myself but it hurts sometimes
suicide note, got it in my mind
drop ten bands, couldn’t k!ll my pride
and i ride for the fans but it hurts sometimes like
every night it haunts me, i just wanna end my life
pick that bottle up again and then i’ll run into the knife, saying like
i don’t wanna go back home, swear i’m still trapped inside it
i don’t wanna go back home, my soul, i can’t find it
and all i ever write about is death and despair
but those feelings always fade away, they just don’t compare
[chorus]
to, you, and to you, i pray to god that you don’t run
take one step i’ll load the gun, just to fire at my emptiness
[verse 2]
got clean but every day still miss it, crushed up pills really blind my vision
2019 worst year of my life but i came right back now i’m back on the grind
back then really thought i had a death wish
still do but this time i won’t suppress it
smoked green just to ease the aggression
but it never gets rid of my depression
look inside, yeah my soul’s all black
never really thought they f+cking with me like that
just a young dumb kid, now that kid got plaques
and he burst right through and he got the last laugh like
[verse 3]
but no matter my successes
that noose stay tied round my neck, sh+t
twenty+six, still got so many questions
i feel blessed but it never really set in
every day i don’t wanna wake up
been so long since i felt love
one more day, i might draw blood
i don’t even wanna try to fix my mistakes
[pre+chorus]
you save me from myself when i get closer to the flames
when i’m lost and in the darkness, i still know i’ll find a way
[chorus]
to, you, and to you, i pray to god that you don’t run
take one step i’ll load the gun, just to fire at my emptiness
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