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lou the human – refill lyrics

[verse]
yeah, yeah
and i still stay high, just more lowkey now
i quit the lean and old e, it’d only slow me down
been tryna get a hold of myself ’cause you would never hold me down
my new girls miss the old me now, yeah
and sh-t, i think i hate myself, yeah
like lately i just ain’t myself, yeah
been on the road tryna save everybody else
and i can’t even save myself but sh-t, uh
been disgusted in the mirror, tryna function at this function
i ain’t even wanna be here but i gotta show face more
i gotta see my place more
i’m used to being homeless, i don’t ever like to stay long, yeah
so how can i expect you to wait
when i been wakin’ up lately and forgettin’ the state
stating the days so i’m sp-ced out, forgettin’ the date
tryna remember why the f-ck i even get in this game
it’s like, everytime i see my nieces they older
ain’t even seein’ ’em grow up, what if they needed a shoulder?
and the girl i love is still on the block i left
think my old friend is smokin’ rocks again
i just wish i could talk to him
i just wish we could start again to relive this sh-t
before the city took our innocence
tryna play the hand i’m dealt, from where they dealin’ sh-t
i can’t even deal with sh-t, f-ck rappin’ and dealin’ sh-t
i feel guilty, my old homies is still in the field, really
probably screamin’, “f-ck me”, so i know how to feel, really
they all say they love me, look around they ain’t still with me
a lot that’s concealed in me, a lot of us ill
gettin’ high so the pain’ll stop
when i was younger, i used to think i could save the block
now i’m spending bands like i don’t know how to save a lot
my ex say i changed a lot, i can’t even say that it’s not true
all of this fame, i forgot lou, all this drink, i forgot you
at least i did until the mornin’
i used to go places people knew me so i could feel important
i used to want people to see me and now i can’t avoid it
and it still ain’t fillin’ this void
i don’t know what’s real anymore
i’m lyin’ to people i love, i don’t think i feel anymore
a lost boy with lost marbles
i lost star and found stardom
i found me when i lost all ’em, yeah
i dream about you and i don’t know what it means, yeah
some jean grey sh-t, i don’t know what it seems like
but i fell a fiend and rose a phoenix, my flow demeaning
they ain’t get the vision, i always seen it
f-ck the scene, i seen what it does to people
so f-ck it, y’all could keep it
i died the meanest and lived the nicest, i didn’t write this
i bombed the paper like isis, a bad viper’s in the words you not speakin’
i could peep this so i’m defeatin’
anyone who think they runnin’ this race that i started
with the baton they never gave me i’ll take it the farthest
i need million dollar mansions, you thinkin’ apartments
guess that’s what set us apart, dawg, you thinkin’ in boxes
and i left that, kid from the west ave
said f-ck dealin’, no drug cured him, i’m stuck illin’
i’m way before prison, too dedicated so f-ck ceilings
and f-ck feelings, in this cycle of life i’m one-wheelin’
training-wheel rappers be braggin’ ’bout how they never fallin’
and changed your number but wonder why i was never callin’
i call it spade-to-spade, hands i’m dealt
bet i play blind folded and still blackjack while i call your bluff
all these rappers you callin’ tough, sh-t is all a front
i never fronted or backed down, it was all or nothing
remember days that i ain’t eat and got a smaller stomach
remember we was smokin’ weed
they on a stronger substance now
and a lot of them turned they back on me
i left home with no intentions of turning back, homie
the drug stopped workin’ while i’m battlin’ this
i was broke, all i had was reality checks
losing people over business and they say don’t take it personal
it isn’t, but i’m startin’ to think different, yeah
but i started to think listen, f-ck the dissin’ and dismissin’
remember why i even started this mission
i can’t do sh-t if my heart isn’t in it
my minds gone, admit that sh-t has been gone for a minute
but then again, everyone i ever met up in this game shady
ironic, i’m the one that they compare to em
i play it crazy and got lost in that sh-t
on some heath ledger sh-t but still he’d never quit
i’m from paink!ller paradise, where [? 4:50] spliff
so they know i told myself that i’d be better, b-tch, yeah
sometimes i wish i picked up a different profession
but how else could i deal with this built up aggression?
f-cked over so many times but i still been finessin’
sh-t, sometimes i think i’m cursed but it’s still been a blessin’
i lit the fuse, with a big quip but got sh-t to prove
my sh-t list is a page or two
i charge it to the game and pay my dues
so listen dude, i got sh-t to move
from the same hood as some k!llers but i got different views
i speak ill, this love, peace but i be k!lled, each scale
doc said i’m sick, sh-t, i agree still
i’m prescribed the real sh-t so here’s a free pill
back-to-back like meek mill if you need a refill, yeah
if you need a refill

[interlude: lou’s mom]
hey, sweetie
ugh, i’m sending you a big hug, my love
i was just thinking about you too
just hang in there, just for today
just for today, papi, know that i love you
know that this too is gonna p-ss and it sucks
and i’m so sorry, i am so sorry, my heart bleeds for you
what you’re going through, all of this
you can do this though, i know you can
just right now, need you strong too
i love you, i love you so much baby
bye, honey

[outro: alina baraz]
and i’m all yours, all yours
and i’m all yours (show me)
i’m all yours, all yours
i’m all yours

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