miajairian – hate myself (chopped & screwed) lyrics
first verse
open up the blinds cause it’s getting too dark
feel like i’m living with my eyes wide shut
carve out my heart like a knife to the bark
it’s getting hard to walk knees high in the mud
i’m still looking for a way out
like i’m stuck in a maze
mama said it would fade out
and this is just a phase
but how long will it take to get over this pain
when pain k!llers don’t work i’m drowning in the rain when i got nowhere to turn i just stay up in my lane when people say they here for you but never show
face is it just a façade have i fallen too far is it too late
god
pre chorus
is it all the things that i did
all the things that i’ve done
that got me like this, got me on the run
running from the lord
full steam ahead right into the storm
chorus
i don’t know what to do with myself
i don’t know why i hate myself
feeling like i want to k!ll myself
but i know that gods my help
second verse
all the pain all the years all the tears that i cried
all the times that i wished that i died
like all the time far too many times
thank god i’m alive thank god i’m alive
if it wasn’t for him i wouldn’t be here
if it wasn’t for sin i wouldn’t know fear
here we go again here we go again tying up these loose ends man what a year wish my mans was here
looking in the mirror all i see is broken glass
and a shattered lifestyle with hope that doesn’t last maybe i should cut myself maybe i should blast myself but god i know you love me even though i don’t love myself
pre chorus
is it all the things that i did
all the things that i’ve done
that got me like this, got me on the run
running from the lord
full steam ahead right into the storm
chorus
i don’t know what to do with myself
i don’t know why i hate myself
feeling like i want to k!ll myself
but i know that gods my help
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