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midnixht waves - nostalgia pt. 1 lyrics

verse 1:
hidden in these lyrics are feelings i can’t explain
i give it the keys, but my heart just stays in its cage
because once we were together now she doesn’t feel the same
and even worst, she doesn’t know half of the pain
plus i’ve developed more feelings, like the t-tanic, how tragic
and every time i think about her i begin to feel nostalgic
now my mind’s all chopped up like a tree and a lumberjack
now i can’t go to sleep, labeled as an insomniac
my friends say to let it go, and stop being so distraught
but how can i let it go, when it haunts my very thoughts
i’ve tried to hold it in, and now i’m feeling weak
but, i can’t hold this burden so i’ma let my heart speak
i still have you st-tched within the framework of my mind
i’ve begun to start wishing that i could turn back time
you’re running through my mind, tape recorder, on repeat
memories just flowing, writing it down on a sheet
see, you’ve gotta hold of me, don’t even know your power
you’ve destroyed, knocked me down, 9/11, twin towers
but, if you ever loved me, you would’ve just said so
and if i were you, i would’ve never let me go

verse 2:
i have these memories, and it starts to k!ll me
i don’t need these thoughts,.i need the real thing
now a relationship is something we will never have
why do i feel like i lost something that i never had (nf)
philippians 4:13-god i need some strength
cuz i can’t find it in me, to go another day
and the holes have gotten way too deep for me to run
i’m fighting with my soul which has yet to see the sun
and i guess that one’s on me, lord knows there are many versions
cuz the facade that i put up for you is just a diversion
this masquerade i hide behind is only an illusion
i gotta ask god to help me get through this confusion
but i still see your face within the mirror of my heart
and every time, i break it before i even start
if the pain is a prison, give me the keys to this cell
as i’m praying the feeling leaves me as i scream and i yell

chorus:
i think my happiness delayed
need an escape from all the pain
i’ll take anything
to evaporate the rain…
you were in a broken place
i came and tried to save the day
but now, just like the clouds
my eyes will do the same…

verse 3:
i’m hating that i lost you, that’s something that i dread
i guess this wasn’t real and it was made up in my head
like a leaf on a river, i’m still held in chains
by everything in the past, and the things i can’t explain
i still have those notes we wrote, te amo’s what it read
i still have your last goodbyes repeating in my head
i start to write a song, and my mind’s a battleground
guess i can’t keep holding on, that’s something that i found
i know you’re still looking for a man, too bad it isn’t me
but i can’t move on so fast like you did so easily
people telling me to move on, not sure if i can start
even though you hurt me, ever since we drifted apart
not sure what i did, i guess it was your time to go
it’s only pain and torture, i wouldn’t expect you to know
i know i’m not able, to clean the mess i made
i know it’s my fault, so i’m not gonna debate
i’m pushing them up, i have no tricks up my sleeve
i just hope your next man, treats you better than me…

- midnixht waves lyrics

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