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nfs tyrone – “persona” lyrics

[intro]
i don’t need no handouts
i did this sh+t on my own
ain’t n0body stuck around before i did this
now you missing out

[verse 1]
(uh, uh)
don’t take back the things you don’t mean
you didn’t know me till you saw me on the screen
while you were in your fancy house i was in h+ll it seems
long late nights where all i heard was screams
claim to know the struggle but you got a green scene
“i’m sorry i’m sorry” no your not lil miss icarly
silver spoon a birth but i got a plastic spork
abusive man relations i was pulled like pork
watched my daddy threaten momma with a fork
i got three younger brothers that’s the sh+t they need not see
active gang members and throwing up them c’s
lots of dfs so these case(y)s make hеr anthony
at least she didn’t k!ll me but actions madе me see
she hate me didn’t want me neglected me at age of three
hotdogs off dirty floor not only that but there is more
only 4 locked in my room by state worker and it shook me to my core
screamed and cried till i passed out in my p+ss on top a drawer
i was so young and it just begun the type of sh+t that make people done
[verse 2]
there were some years that went by where violence was down some
after suburb house we slept in a car five of us cramped hard
went from a car to hotel one of the first to get a room
couldn’t afford but it was paid for by mommas acting groom
after hotel moved to the hood i mean apartment but you couldn’t tell the difference
eleven years old when i was jumped getting the mail could’ve had me slumped
wasn’t strong enough i was just a little chump
it only gets worse when you living in the dump
drug dealers slanging heroin and gangsters who have children
not the life to be but the things i see turned me to the streets
police cruising by they were heavy constantly
ambulance get called out leave with messy death under sheets
narcan or doa you never know when it’s your day

[verse 3]
i was probably twelve when i saw my first dead body
lady overdosed and i didn’t know it so addicts tried to hide and not show it
later on i got used to death and learned not to oppose it
even tried to end my life cause it’s a game throw it in the endzone
accustomed to the hustle knew every spot that people bustled
not dealing with snitches better watch your mouth or you get a muzzle
many men came where i lived my momma let em in and they were abusive swift
i watched them beat my brothers and hurt my momma how you think that sh+t feel to me
called her a b+tch and disrespect the kids from an old man with no sense
it happened more than once wonder why god let it happen
when my dad found out he got mad and started cracking
he wasn’t the best but yes he was i loved him more than magic
he cared and let us know he was around more than our real daddys
[verse 4]
the poverty real don’t try to hide it because it’s too dirty
seen people broke before the age of thirty
happen so much we call it thursday
fiends so hungry starving for them pills we call it thirsty
didn’t play in sports so i never had a jersey
commit so many crimes my mind race like a derby
there’s so much i’ve done but for some i wasn’t caught
put blame on my past but its partially my fault
sat in my bed and cried an emotional vault
couldn’t stand up to my demons i just folded to their will
just became a teen i already wrote a will
momma was so stuck she had the state paying her bills
everytime moved homes it kept going downhill
woods behind the building theres so much looking like brazil
afraid to deal with problems so inside i hid the pain
afraid of confrontation cause i could’ve been a stain
the man in charge control of me felt like a slave
not saying i was but he abused authority
can’t speak out against him i’m just a minority
three years dealt from him that’s a rough majority

[verse 5]
just wanted it be over so i reminisced when times were lucky
all the time i dreamed bout getting money
refused to grow up broke and pretended that it was a joke
pain to cease the pain full of anger i was soaked
hard to tell who’s who i’m scared to trust
never knew if cars pull up and leave me smoked
knew some guys who kept a gun and not afraid to bust
but till then i have to live another day again
got bullied so much i waited for it
dealing with opposition had me itching for a tick
middle school pushed mind so far ain’t coming back
lost all sense of self and thoughts went black
i hoped to catch em lackin seal a fate hop on attack
got caught before it happened didn’t even think of that
probation and reform six months turned out to seventeen
i kept acting dumb even after that court swing
i can’t forgive myself because i did it on my own
wish my childhood was built instead of sewn
been through all the circles you could call it daytona
life doesn’t spare n0body and that is my persona

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