nihilism at brunch – life on the sidelines lyrics
[intro]
i’ve been stuck on the sidelines
feeling hopeless
steeping all my doubts and insecurities
to toxic shades of black
but n0body’s coming to save me
and nothing’ll shake this apathy away
if i don’t kick myself
and get up anyway
[verse]
i’ve been staying up and f+cking off
(without a hitch or trajectory)
blaming all my stubborn failings on
the time and its cost
’cause nothing really feels better
than spitting in the wind and writing sorrow+strucken letters
to the summers that
have come to pass in droves
as every kiss and callus that sits above my t++th and bones
starts spitefully reprieving
under the light that shows me
over the ground its holding
dead on the sidelines
skipping out
for the fear of stumbling
too far and fast to make it up
so don’t wake me over this disaster
i insist
[bridge]
it’s just a faster way to die
only a faster way to find my solemn piece
to find my sovereignty
again
[instrumental outro]
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