nobigdyl. – shadow lyrics
[intro]
it goes dark
and it is most definitely a moment of utter disorientation
utter lostness, no warmth, no life, no movement
[verse 1: n0bigdyl.]
yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah
love you so much that the issues i used to hold on to are nothing, they’re minuscule
love you so much that i make it up to you whenever i flip like reciprocals
love you so much that i blocked all my exes, i blocked all the exits, i’m with you forever
love you so much that i don’t even trip when they say that i’m sick and they ridiculed
love you so much that i gave up addiction, i stopped all the cl!ckin’, and now it’s all cl!ckin’
love you so much that i changed my old number so all their attempts are just pitiful
love you so much that i stopped sayin’ thot
now i see women as god’s children
i see their souls and their hearts glisten
look at them glow like they’re marge simpson
love you so much that i save my receipts and i watch what i eat when i’m gettin’ food
love you so much that i give up my seat even when i am beat and not in the mood
love you so much that sometimes i lose sleep ’cause i can’t come to terms with what i did to you
love you so much that i ask god to help me smile when i’m cynical
[chorus: sarah juers]
i face these p-ssing waves
a lonely cast away
i fight my battle
beside my shadow
[verse 2: n0bigdyl.]
hate me so much for the pain that i caused to the ones that i truly hold dear
hate me so much that it comes out in tears
hate me so much i don’t look in the mirror
hate me so much that i slip into fantasies darker than black mirror seasons
sometimes i feel like just leavin’
don’t need a number of reasons
hate me so much i retreat into sleep, i’m even hidin’ from jesus
feel like i’m livin’ with demons, inside my closet, are legions
hate me so much when i’m hurt then i’m happy ’cause i tell myself i deserve it
i’m in my bed with the serpents
and they told me that i’m worthless
hate me so much that i don’t wanna listen when you tell me i’m a good person
but you don’t give up so easy, fervent, remindin’ me of my purpose
hate me so much but you’re teachin’ me love and i think that i’m startin’ to learn it
written in crimson and cursive, quiet and curious, perfect
[chorus: sarah juers]
i face these p-ssing waves
a lonely cast away
i fight my battle
beside my shadow
i face these p-ssing waves
a lonely cast away
i fight my battle
beside my shadow
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