noodlez.707 – dear mom (remix) lyrics
all i wanna know is why?
why you gotta do that all the time?
i feel like i know about some of the stuff on your mind
cause mom some of it is on mine
mom i know how you feel cause i’ve been losing my mind yeah
i think about you all the time but
what happens when we lose time cause it dosent pause no matter how much we try yeah
i want you to know i love you and i mean forever
but please stop drinking cause
it’s f-cking with our minds and im locked up and my brother and sisters are in foster care it will be fine yeah
and trust me mom my sisters and j.j. and i need more time and
we want you to be in our lives i
swear one day i will be released and ill help you get everything back together it will be alright i
promise you i won’t let you down and i’ll grind as hard as i can to give you what you like just
give me some time to get out get my sh-t together and be there to stay in your life yeah
[chorus]
probation is trying to send me outta here
im trying to stay but they dont want me around here
they told me they want me outta town because im not a good influence for the other kids that around here
i dont understand why they always gotta hate and say i won’t make it
i just turned seventeen but i still gotta fake it
got so much hate and pain in my brain fake smiles everyday they think im happy i just fake it
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
[verse 2]
mom i wanna let you know that im fine yeah
you say your worried about me being inst-tutionalized yeah
but im just trying to do my time i know i keep getting in fights and extending my time but
im sorry im wasting your time and
im sorry for waisting my life and
im sorry the family got ripped apart and i have been separated in a different life yeah
sorry for the life im living but i gotta do what i gotta do in this life yeah
this gang banging, hustlin, stealing, selling, and lying is all part of this life yeah
they tried charging me last time yeah
but they couldn’t place me as the shooter or even the driver dropped the case cause they had no evidence
yeah
i’ve been trying to let go of these thoughts that cause problems again
cause i can’t brake another promise again
cause i made you many promises but i end up braking them every time i make them again
but i know you worry everytime im loose and
free in these streets causing problems for these losers
my choices might change in the future
but not anytime soon
[chorus]
probation is trying to send me outta here
im trying to stay but they dont want me around here
they told me they want me outta town because im not a good influence for the other kids that around here
i dont understand why they always gotta hate and say i won’t make it
i just turned seventeen but i still gotta fake it
got so much hate and pain in my brain fake smiles everyday they think im happy i just fake it
yeah yeah yeah
yeah yeah yeah
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