one eye closed – fixated lyrics
[intro]
every time i lie is another day alone
with n0body else at home
and every time i cry is another moment into stone
pour cement into my bones
[verse: 1]
and i stay up all night in low light
get myself stuck in my own mind
cause i’m so fixated in you
thinking about all we went through
after all these years thinking
i got myself sinking down into nothing
spend all my self+loathing, yeah
[verse: 2]
most days, i find myself contemplating in bed
and always, i get myself trapped inside of my head
i won’t say that i’m happy when i’m not, but instead
every day, to myself, i fantasize being dead
and i wonder how much longer do i falter?
how much further? will i ever become stronger
like my mother and my father?
will i ever get to conquer mental monsters that i conjured?
i will never find an answer, so i ponder and i wander
i’m another complex runner
i wanna cover when i suffer, but i stutter
and the thunder got me running for the covers
i’m still the same, stuck in last summer
looking back
looping back forever
all the confusion that goes with delusion
the feel of intrusion from lack of solution
is nothing but stress+induced
[bridge]
and sometimes i slip from the saddle
whenever these demons win the battle
flood my head with thoughts ’til i rattle
and all of these words are making it worse
[chorus]
every time i cry is another day alone
with n0body else at home
and every time i lie is another moment into stone
pour cement into my bones
[verse: 3]
lack of a heart, but persist to exist
art is my biggest assist
cannot pertain to a kiss
and i have to resist
and dismiss a fl!ck to my wrist
once in a while, i rely on a dial
memories of you got me crying in denial
life is a trial, but it’s hard to compile
a list of defenses to make it worthwhile
[verse: 4]
mental fences are chainlink to senses
consensus commences pretenses
and this, here, now dispenses offences, yeah
all the confusion that goes with delusion
the feel of intrusion from lack of solution
is nothing but stress+induced
[chorus]
every time i cry is another day alone
with n0body else at home
and every time i lie is another moment into stone
pour cement into my bones
[pre+chorus]
(every time i cry)
(no one else at home)
(and i feel so cold)
[chorus]
every time i cry is another day alone
with n0body else at home
and every time i lie is another moment into stone
pour cement into my bones
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