operation - catch (something i might be ashamed of) lyrics

taking everything apart
and sitting in the wreckage i’ve created for myself
and no one else, can answer me the question
i’ve asked too many times
how do i love you
when i am filled with shame
choke my own desires
fill my face with flames
as i breathe deeper now
my lungs begin to feel the pain
can’t you see these hands are ever folded
fill them with your flames