$pend money kwam – self destruct lyrics
chorus (x2):
i been depressed and stuff
my life a mess and stuff
so everybody get back
i’m bout’ to self destruct
they say it’s heaven on earth
but i see h+ll and stuff
and even though i am free
i feel in jail and stuff
verse 1:
the type to make my own path i never followed the sh+t
i put my life in 5th gear i had to throttle the sh+t
had so much anger built up i had to bottle the sh+t
i took a sip of the pain and had to swallow the sh+t
they wanna dictate ya’ life they wanna force they advice
try to remind you of wrongs but never speak when you right
they try to get in your head they wanna make you think twice
they wanna act like the chief and that’s the sh+t i don’t like
you try to tell ’em your dreams they don’t acknowledge the sh+t
the same people show love when you accomplishing sh+t
i’m currently at the bottom but stay on top of this sh+t
so when i get the train moving n0body stopping the sh+t
chorus:
i been depressed and stuff
my life a mess and stuff
so everybody get back
i’m bout’ to self destruct
they say it’s heaven on earth
but i see h+ll and stuff
and even though i am free
i feel in jail and stuff
verse 2:
as far as chances get one i give a lot and get none
i see my demons and run i live and die by the gun
it’s been a war in my head i might just spazz and go dumb
they wonder what do i feel but i feel nothing i’m numb
look i been living in h+ll it’s like i triggered a curse
my life ain’t come with a tag i’m tryna figure the worth
i wear my heart on my sleeve my heart is broken and bleeds
ain’t no facade i could be so i can i only be me
they only care what you bring they never give anything
one day i’m gon’ have a son one day he gon’ be a king
i’m tired of knocking on doors it’s time i go find a key
the only thing i aspire to be is just to be me
chorus:
i been depressed and stuff
my life a mess and stuff
so everybody get back
i’m bout’ to self destruct
they say it’s heaven on earth
but i see h+ll and stuff
and even though i am free
i feel in jail and stuff
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