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poetic mind – sun & shade lyrics

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[intro]

the song wasn’t made to make anyone sad or angry at what happened. i just want you guys to reflect

[verse one: pm]

it started off like this, i was in the waiting room

felt like an eternity, because it was so urgently

your mother had an emergency c-section

they took her into a private direction

then they took me in, i saw you

i was drawn to, love because the thought of you

made me wanna be a better person

took parenting cl-sses its a clever learning

your mother and i we had toxic relationship

the thought of a innocent baby being raised in it

i had trust issues from her cheating but i dealt with it

then she questions me, projecting her own insecurity

if you don’t believe me in, ask your father christ

i would trade anything i would sacrifice

time with you it makes my minutes better

waking up to you that is my treasure

cuz i cherish every moment that we spend together

dam…..

[verse two: pm]

i just wanna raise a sun and she wants my light

she just throwing shade, and she wants to fight

i hope you listen so you know the truth son

i will never give up on you i will never run

since day one

i have always been there

even when she wouldn’t let me see you

cuz my blood and flesh is within you

we had to put on gloves cuz u always scratched ur face

such a cute baby boy u where full of grace

i admit i was immature at a young age

but i grew up from my old ways

from the old page, cuz i had a son/sun to raise

sands of time, going through the sun rays

my heart is yours and yours alone

if you listen to the beat, it changes within the tone

i feel the gentle warmth from my suns morning glow

a little bit of fog, but i see right through it tho

listen

[verse 3: pm]

time progresses, the stress is

a lot then we brake up

i know when your older son you will wake up

she hides behind the make-up making up more lies

realize the lies within her eyes

askin’ me to sign over my rights, as a father

but i laughed and never bothered

she had you callin her new boyfriends daddy

just to hurt me as she smiled gladly

making racial slurs, just absurd it’s just a word

even on fathers day, she tried to make a stir

cuz her boyfriend is what she had preferred

saying you where sick, so u could be with him

instead of spending time with me she was so grim

had to use the contempts

to attempt just to spend time with you

she wouldn’t listen so i had to fight for you. (x2)

[verse 4: pm]

she expects time but she doesn’t give it back

im just tryna climb, but she pointin out the cracks

like how you wake up, lie and face that?

face facts, a rotten tooth building up the plaque

7 years down the road, and it’s getting pretty old

she still fighting and wantin’ more

today she won in court

to take you away from me is what she fighting for

there may be distance, memories i’ll miss this

i would never wish this

i just want the family together man she did this

why she pessimistic, i don’t get it

she wants to split, me and my son apart

but like art, painting vivid pictures with my heart

she payin’ off the court, i was cut short

lost before i entered

that’s a suicide with no resort

dam…

[verse 5: pm]

forget a hook, she stabbed me in the back with that

preaching to the choir but the chorus is so sad

read between the lines, fighting like it’s combat

seen the truth since contact

fake to your face, step on your name floor mat

how she said i’m not moving

then a month later she perused it

tryna bribe me with my child support

to let you move with my only child that is my support

i’m so sorry son i wish it didn’t have to be this way

but your mom doesn’t listen and only sees one way

4 bedroom house, 11 people does that make sense?

how the court allow such a thing.. man what a mess

saying you wanted to move to start a business

but your landlord won’t allow it so why u trippin?

you lyin through your t–th no wonder they took ur wisdom

your source of income is dependent on your boyfriend

no stability, no future of real job money is all you spend

[verse 6: pm]

the gal made me seem bad

why didn’t you tell him you had an underage?

hidden words within the page

he was harsh because i had a petty theft

but you stole from me, and you already left

he called me “shameful” and “immature”

but he left out vital information just so he could ensure

that she would win from the start

i break it apart

to give you truth to make you smart

tell me how in pre-trial they came to a conclusion

without even seein’ all the truth in, evidence

it’s evident there’s corruptness with in it man

all i ever wanted is a family together

but she lies, persuades, throws money earnin cheddar

yeah i owe 6-7k that’s cuz the early days

they started billin’ me when i was still school

not cool, 4k behind when i was able to get my first job

when i do pay i’m still behind, they callin’ me a slob

[verse 7: pm]

i’m feelin’ sick to my stomach i refuse to eat

stressed out, disappointed so i’ll starve for weeks

until i’m weak then i’ll come back strong

i’m in the right lane.. but they say it’s wrong

is this a nightmare, a dream i can’t escape?

will i wake up? i’m bent outta of shape

no inner circle, bc everyone is just so fake

child support? i support my child not her pocket

threaten me with jail as they making profit

pent up emotions, my pen inking devotions

it’s hard to balance out my life with only one beam

so it seems, i’m left to dust scattered with no team

i’m lonely now and the only time

i’ll see you is in my dreams..

- poetic mind lyrics

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