rav - (눈_눈) goodnight. lyrics
[verse]
if you wanna kick it, i’ll give you the bucket
i think you disgusted, but really i don’t think we’ve discussed it
i’ve been sitting in my dungeon with my fingers on b-ttons
pushing pistons for nothing, and no more decisions to come
and to sit or admit it and f-ck it
i’m relinquishing something
(i ain’t giving em sh-t)
i ain’t submitting my function
i’m simply saying that my function is persistently sufferin’
consistently self-destructing
all the while p-ssing on my subjects
extending hands in my direction
it ain’t they fault that i ain’t granting to my intention
i have devolved and now i’m paranoid as h-ll
trying to find a path to trust but in fear of hurting worse
i would rather self-destruct
this is not a cry for help
that sh-t isn’t my agenda
this is not a cry for help
this is simply my surrender
see i used to pride myself
on my spirit that i tend to
used to leap to fly past h-ll
and feel fulfilled as a pretender
you can only run away from yourself for too long
apartment door blockaded by the letters and the coupons
made me sit besides myself
got me so beside myself
cause besides myself, n-body knows me quite like myself
i was deeply mistaken that i was ever deep
i got lost and claimed contentment
i feel better as a sheep
i saw the rail of life and yet i’d never f-ckin leap
i’d instead just think “tomorrow” as i get inside my keep
not contesting my defeat
i have lost a thousand times
every time i lost my f-ckin mind
somehow my mouth survived
never did forgive and yet i let my mountains slide
i would hide behind the mask i dubbed apathy, i lied
yeah of course i f-ckin cared
you just weren’t there to see
and i’m sorry for the blame, truth is i’ve abandoned me
cause i been my own enemy, grippin on the remedy
kept it from myself, i kept tripping off that energy
and if you ever felt real sorry you tried
cause what you felt, i’ve never really felt
sorry you tried
let the polygon die
it is time that i grow
melancholy, goodnight
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