rogue cypher – dear diary lyrics
recently i ain’t been the smartest
i won’t even pretend like life ain’t been the hardest
when it comes to doin good things ive done the farthest
life taught me what its like when all you feel is heartless
h+llo again dear diary
how have you been
recently my lifes started to take a spin
even when i lost i tried to make it a win
this level of the game i dont wanna play again
why’d god make humans if he knew we would sin
most of us can’t even keep the evil within
whats our reason to live
i just dont get it
but i guess im not supposed to
ill just accept it
whos this demon you let in we call depression
whats the point in existing i dont get your methods
is this your strat to teach us some sort of lesson
if so whatd we do to deserve this
causing us pain is his only purpose
hes leavin people out here feelin worthless
what is the reason he mistreats your servants
why arent you talkin to us have we been turned in
to the unholy furnace
is h+ll really where earth is
are we secretely burning
and unknowingly lucifers servants
if so im withdrawing our service
im the only master that im servin
till i know what the truth about this world is
you are the reason i can be an artist
do i believe in a god who is heartless
no i dont think so
but i gotta think though
is sarah up with you
god i hope so
most people dont know tho
that sh+t drove me loco
i try to do things pro bono but
my mind feels like im on coco puffs
if i could just see her id go go nuts
i wish i could just show more love but
recently i ain’t been the smartest
i won’t even pretend like life ain’t been the hardest
when it comes to doin good things ive done the farthest
life taught me what its like when all you feel is heartless
recently i ain’t been the smartest
i won’t even pretend like life ain’t been the hardest
when it comes to doin good things ive done the farthest
life taught me what its like when all you feel is heartless
lets talk about relationships
and why sometimes they just ain’t sh+t
if you dont know how much pain it is
then consider yourself saved from it
if your like me they can make ya dangerous
and honestly sometimes i hate the sh+t
its to the point that im afraid of it
and im not the type to call my ex a b+tch
honestly its usually my fault
not many can handle the problems that i cause
not many can handle the problems my minds got
ill just let the bygones be bygones
honestly i gave a sh+t
but she was smart to escape from it
so dont give her any hate for it
i wouldve driven her insane from it
recently i ain’t been the smartest
i won’t even pretend like life ain’t been the hardest
when it comes to doin good things ive done the farthest
life taught me what its like when all you feel is heartless
recently i ain’t been the smartest
i won’t even pretend like life ain’t been the hardest
when it comes to doin good things ive done the farthest
life taught me what its like when all you feel is heartless
lifes been hard if you couldn’t tell
its like i fell into a well
my craziness will soon prevail
it may be a bit soon to tell
its better than to try to k!ll myself
im the type of guy to climb right outta h+ll
even thinkin i would fail
sh+t, thats not a problem i will prevail
so join me fellow lunatics
and stop followin the stupid sh+t
we call a system and start doin sh+t
till they hang us on the crucifix
to whoever finds this page of rhymes
dont you misconstrue my state of mind
im just writing in my diary
so you can understand this state of mine
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