ryan khan – lost spirits lyrics
(az)
ive been suffering a disease
a deceased world
ive been after a clearer
a clearer fold
i told you that i won’t stay
it hurts me deep inside
but this is the game you play
you won’t let me turn the tide
i don’t know how you can’t see
that im dying day by day
are you lyin’ to yourself?
or do you just not care?
i told you that i won’t stay
it hurts me deep inside
but this is the game you play
you won’t let me turn the tide
i don’t know how you can’t see
that im dying day by day
are you lyin’ to yourself?
or do you just not care?
(ryan)
where the beat go?
drop it, yeah
that’s how i came, to the game
yeah know out of nowhere
i sin, still my bars are sinclair
they heavy like martel
i ain’t running no cartel
they in a competition with me, like a carsale
all these females
they leave their details
in my emails
imagining some fairytails
when i’m here on a pill
trynna mend up sk!ll
for my head, need an advil
my own thoughts are becoming like sybil
thought whatever she said was real
she said she’d help me heal
but took away all my zeal
doesn’t give a f+ck about what i just f+cking feel
i’m just stuck on a wheel
which takes me back to her
as i got no freel
controlled by the this pain
which makes me weak
my future is getting bleak
i’m all mentally diseased
alive but deceased
trusting but deceived
these demons of different identities
got me tricked by my insecurities
all my g’s turned on me
stung on me like some bees
i don’t f+ck with no groupies
18 year old with guys who are in their fifties
they spreading their p+ssies for some goodies
prolly catching some stds
shoot em out with my lyrical uzis
beat my enemies like hercules
these lyrics are spreading like herpes
my own are dummies of the khakis
more talent in my valley
than the rest of their ally
say i don’t talk about my valley
i’m consumed by so of much tragedy
that it has taken me away from the reality
she said she’d be my sober
but just took away my sanity
it’s all about the clarity
don’t try to be, who you know you just can’t f+ckin be
don’t know my density, this life is an unknown journey
they take shots at me, what am i john f kennedy?
mentally in a need of a therapy
this melody might be the remedy
this industry is filled with jealousy
i just wanna be free
don’t want this darkness to sourround me (around me)
don’t wanna question myself all the time (hear me)
don’t wanna blame myself for everything i lost (feel me)
don’t wanna explain myself to people who don’t care about me, (about me)
i gotta make changes, but ig i won’t be able to do it
cause i’m just f+cking losing it, as i’m losing it
i gotta say that what i’m just feeling
my hands are shaking
my arms are aching
body is paining
my soul is escaping
there ain’t no returning
the light is fading
it’s changing
feels like i’m burning
it’s hurting
where the f+ck am i going
am i just drying or am i dead?
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