saint sleep – devil, deed, dénouement lyrics
[hook]
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
[verse 1]
do the bare minimum baby that be good enough
maybe i’m not good enough for you
james is always saying do better
be a do gooder, don’t do what you dont wanna do
but i’m trapped with these roots and they climb through the roof
with their th+rns in my skin and the pain from within
imma buy herbicide next time i leave the house
but it’s been about a month and i don’t think i will
[bridge]
kinda funny how the world works
never seems to work out and it gets worse
kinda funny how the world works
never seems to work out and it gets worse
[verse 2]
drones in the sky
they all watch and they love when you cry
i been under so much pressure, struggled with depression
climb out the rabbit hole just to get kicked back in
they all wish i could kick back
only when i’m dead would i do that
you can chat with my skeleton if you want feedback
but i don’t really think that you need that
[hook]
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
[verse]
“you should love yourself”
yeah right, tell me more lies
don’t even need help, i’ll be just fine
i remember being like sixteen with my lips blue
thinking i’ll be big soon but it’s not true
and it didn’t even happen, drown in my sadness
should’ve learned a long time ago that i hate you
do this do that i can’t even save you
[bridge]
kinda funny how the world works
never seems to work out and it gets worse
kinda funny how the world works
never seems to work out and it gets worse
[verse 3]
where’d it all go wrong?
where’d it all fall apart?
haven’t felt happy since i first picked the pen up
chained to my phone and i can’t let go
but i wanna give up and i’m too headstrong
been so long since i haven’t looked dried up
i’m on the edge of my seat ballpoint in my wrist
let it bleed even though i don’t want to
[hook]
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
how did i get this way?
never been so lost, never been afraid
[verse 4]
love that i’m touch depraved
love that i got no brain
i just wanna leave i just wanna get away from this place
nah, f+ck that, f+ck that f+ck that
you can suffer all alone and you’re gonna relapse
no one likes you anyways you don’t need to prove that
maybe if i k!ll myself then they’ll all laugh
wasn’t meant for this world now run the blooper reel back
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