scarznwounds – my pain lyrics
scarznwoundz – my pain
[verse 1]
do you ever just get that feeling in the back of your mind when you see a girl and think will she ever be mine well i did and i’ll never forget, man i won’t lie you had my heart sinking thinking: will you ever come back. thinking: with you here would i ever get my life back on track see you were the light in my life for at least 5 years but i don’t know am i wasting my time by writing this line or am i doing the impossible by relighting a candle that has been lost in the back of my mind abriana your name still has the ring it did back in fifth grade and trust me if i could go back and fix it i would i’ve tried my best to get you back for now i’ve done d-mn near everything apart from message you on instagram cause i dont wanna see the painful day that you block me and tear my heart into millions of pieces see my thesis is that we were good together as friends so imagine if were a step above that and see what stems it could be good or could be bad but at least i can say i got closure with the most special girl i’ve ever met in my life and even if you hate me i’ll still remember our friendship to the day i have a wife, you’re bottom line perfection i saw it in your eyes around you i never had to put on a disguise just me and you under the most beautiful skies no worries no lies and never any problems and if there was you best believe that i would solve ‘em you were the medication to the pain that i was feeling before i had a brother parents arguing like they don’t even love each other functioning one week and fumbling the other see i had no money as a child but i would’ve done anything to make you smile sitting at my side every moment i turn heaven does exist and its here on earth a day with you is worth everything i own and more i just wanna see what’s in store, a life of happiness or even just friends better than undecided end so i’m reaching out you in the words that i speak i know it sounds bleak but i don’t know what else to do i’ve smoked sh-t to try to forget about you but every time i get sober your memory takes over over taking my mind see your living just fine taken care of but i don’t care because you’re not mine i wish i could forget about you but everytime you post another picture i can’t help but think why didn’t i pick her im already sick to my stomach but the thought of you with someone else just makes me even sicker sh-t happens that’s what everyone says and you’ll find another but that sh-t has no effect on my mentality but sh-t they’ll never know how it felt like a fatality ripped my heart from my stomach and stomped it on the floor but i guess that’s what i get for not walking through that open door it’s all my fault and i can’t blame you it’s not your fault i became the person i despise most im lonely because i haven’t seen anyone as good as good as you ever since i became your ghost and the one person i tried was just in it for the money and i never lied so every last bit of trust just shriveled up and died i wish i can go back to 2009 before i had problems when dreams were still alive and everything was awesome as harsh as it sounds i wish i never met you cause then i wouldn’t be sad and trust me i would never neglect you you’re the cause of my pain and i finally realized it
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