sophia deleo - my body was my own lyrics
[verse 1]
there was a time my body was my own
i turned thirteen and i don’t know what happened
lost my voice
lost myself
growing up and turning into someone else
is nothing like what i imagined
[pre+chorus]
and all the posters of the models and the actresses and dancers
on the four walls of my room are closing in, i wish i had the answers
[chorus]
am i ever gonna look like that?
will my stomach ever be so flat?
now it’s all i ever think about, i wonder
i’ll be happy when i finally hit that number
buy a bathing suit i swear i’ll wear next summer
[verse 2]
thеre was a time my body was my own
but i met him and i don’t know what happеned
lost my voice
lost my mind
always thought i’d be in love for the first time
it’s nothing like what i imagined
[pre+chorus]
and all the pretty girls with boyfriends, they got asked to high school dances
while the four walls of my room were closing in, i wish i had the answers
[chorus]
am i ever gonna feel okay?
didn’t even like him anyway
now it’s all i ever think about, i hate it
see his face in every boy i’ve ever dated
every time i have to look at myself naked
[bridge]
i think about the time i woke up, six am
with a hundred and two fever but i still went to the gym
about the decade i spent skipping meals
and all the years i spent pretending that i like the way it feels
to be anonymous in bed with someone
if he says i’m s+xy i want nothing more
i’m hungry, but i don’t say it out loud
i don’t believe my mother or my friends
or my therapist when she says i might need help
swear to god, i almost love myself
[outro]
there was a time my body was my own
there was a time my body was my own
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