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subject95 – harsh reality lyrics

[verse 1]
everyday, well, i’m dreaming of a future
but then i found out that i’m really just a loser
man i really wanna be with you
but you don’t see us the same way that i do
talking to you is just a mess
gives me stress
trying to say all the right things but you just say yes
the conversation is completely one sided
my true feelings well i’m not trying to hide it
i show my advances in what i say
all the words i feed to you, you just throw em away
for another day
we’re sitting in a pool of gray
take away all the strength and courage i have to make you stay
well if it worked i wouldn’t have to make this whole thing
we could’ve felt the zing or at the worst be a quick fling
well we didn’t
well we’re not
well i’m trapped
guess i got caught
what do i have to do to get a good talk going?
i’m set back from all these chances that i’m blowing
didn’t even tell me what was wrong
response time became longer and you didn’t play along
was having fun and i thought that we cl!cked
but it turns out i was just in the sh+t
you built something up just to watch me fall
nothing about that was amusing at all
here’s some advice and listen to what i say
leave toying with boy’s emotions for another day
[verse 2]
walk in the clubroom
and i can smell doom
see you acting cool
play me like a fool
talk and then you laugh
i’m having a blast
shining in your eyes
see the tears in mine
there’s a difference in the two of us
i’m not afraid to show emotion, you just cover it up
build a wall around
so you can’t be found
slowly you’ll start suffering until you drown
guess i’m not surprised because of how much i try
every time i try to talk your always with another guy
is anything gonna change?
can i please find somebody who will treat me less strange?
i’d like to say i’m a respectful young lad
but all of your friends say i’m evil and bad
said no one ever, ‘cept the ones who beat me
mercilessly, my heart, my soul have gone
black
well how about that?
you just laugh while i’m down and you turn your back
then you walk away
to another day
yeah another day
there won’t be another day
you saw the blood dripping
you heard the bones crack
so kiss your ass goodbye
because you’re never coming back
[verse 3]
ever heard of that old saying
“good things come to those who wait”?
well now i’ve got a spring in my step
i think that all sounds great
i’ll take my time to find her
it ain’t gone happen now
gotta find that perfect someone
i just gotta find out how
the ink that i write with on the page
it all flows into a dark puddle
these poems i have in my hand
sound like a harsh reality
but the poems that i have here
they won’t make up my ending
i’m about to pave my own way, make my reality
and in my reality if i haven’t found my love yet (ha, ha)
i’ll leave her be

- subject95 lyrics

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