teong ka wee – ptsd lyrics
[intro]
ghostpboy
[verse 1]
i woke up in panic, confusing
where’s my homie goes?
i can hear the school bell thru the window
headache i can’t go
i can’t barely think about, what the h+ll is going on
the only thing i remember was i tryna jump out from the mall
sh+t! my hand is shaking i can’t move
last night i was tryna k!ll myself, break down beside the road
i took a breathe and called my homie yk took me back to home
i cried i begged him stay a night, i don’t wanna be alone
[verse 2]
d+mn! you’re the scars on back
two years ago i still shaking when i heard your name
i gotta admit you’rе the biggest nightmare in my hеad
i tryna do something to separate my pain, but i can’t
she said she love me, she left me a scars
love is a dagger, right, stabbed in my heart
she tear me apart when she turns my messages to cop
i told her that i need her into harassment report
[verse 3]
not gonna gonna gonna gonna gonna gonna lie
it was 19 august 4th, the day i should have die
honestly i really hate the facts that i survived
now i suffer with the ptsd every night
i’m fine i’m fine, i told myself a lie
i’ve been told myself i would be better with the time
i tryna make it right, i can’t, even though i’ve tried
all the memories i had is pain, covered up my eyes
[chorus]
you don’t even know about me
don’t need to give a sh+t about me
you don’t even know about me
fake the love, when you know it hurts me (ghostpboy)
[verse 4]
look, i’m so sorry that i didn’t fit your vision, i’m bad person
send you a box of blood paper
baby can’t you see
i’m motherf+cking dangerous
d+mn you girl
i bet you hide a lot of sh+t intentionally
i bet you never know about it
seven difference pills i take because of you, you did it
red marks on my document, i got ptsd
you said that i’ve been playing victims
right now are you happy
yea
i see your face when i sleep
pain in veins, tell me how could i forget it
i will never ever walk it out, ok, i said it
i wish that i can see you again, ok i admit it
you ended up leaving
you left me here broken
you never explain it
i’m rotting you don’t see it
i swear to god i love you, just too young to understanding
wasted all the chances that you gave me, i admit it
[chorus]
you don’t even know about me (know about me)
don’t need to give a sh+t about me (about me)
you don’t even know about me
fake the love, when you know it hurts me
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