vect – pain is a destiny lyrics
09. pain is a destiny
(chorus)
f+ck everyone accusing me of sending bad energy
don’t put that on me when you’re who sent it to me
pain is a destiny, a dear friend & an arch enemy
some of you might question my path of self+destruction
but when i reach my end of nothing left then f+ck it
pain is a destiny; it is what will be the death of me
i wanna thank my factors like anxiety, depression, loneliness abandonment & lies to me
they wеre the seeds that made mе truly see & brought out the beautiful darkness inside of me
i used to believe in what children call “god.”
you think it’s my disbelief for this pain i feel, absolutely not
i’m a realist i don’t believe in fraud or jesus psych
darkness is where the truth resides unlike the light
& if had to resign & leave my life behind
i’d take my life on a stage ’cause for musick i would die
till then i’m condemned to hurt, all i got is acceptance
so, f+ck regretting it’s exactly like repentance
i walk the left path it’s realer than the right
i got this wicked sh+t till i close my eyes for the last time
the only thing i’m guaranteed to have my entire life
is musick in my eyes, my ears, my soul, heart & mind
(chorus)
i been fighting suicide many years strong
if there is a h+ll & this ain’t it best believe there i’ll see you all
pain is a destiny i’m embracing it more every day
my mind is scattered still it shatters
slowly losing what matters
i gotta ride it out till life is finished & that’s my curse
born to lose in this brutal sh+t toilet earth
in the end you have no one but your godd+mn self
like a condemning spell, you only got your health & your own help
demons are completely misunderstood & defamed
there’s also good within evil but think what you may
i’ve embraced the pain when i lost fights against it
now i’m stronger than before, it was so apprehensive
regardless of my efforts i get stuck with the same result
that’s why i swore off relationships to decrease the h+ll
i know pain like it’s my name they’re 1 in the same
call it a jinx, call it karma, call it god, call it fate
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