voxout – suicide on my mind lyrics
[intro]
suicide on my f-cking mind
i don’t wanna die
yeah, yeah
f-ck the clout take it back
i just want love but these b-tches don’t f-ck with that (yah)
f-cked with that b-tch off cap
winning this sh-t for my team like a running back
f-ck the hoes they don’t know
all of the pain that i feel when i’m all alone
go and k!ll every show
people might think but i’m not on my pinnacle
lately i’m feeling so spiritual
wake up some days and i feel it’s a miracle (yuh)
i’m a unique individual
money, go get it, i make it a ritual (yuh)
call it a ritual you think it’s mystical
i think it’s practical, you don’t think tactical
thinking mathematical, this is a ladder flow
i’m skipping levels now, i want the pot o’ gold
i don’t give a f-ck about the other hoes
‘cuz my old ways got my brain goin’ loco
and the cocoa got my days moving slo-mo
on the low dough missed cheesin’ for the photos
gotta phone home to my mom that i’m so-so
sorry ‘bout christmas, always in my no show
one more cuff from the popo and my p-o
gonna lock me up for my next show (yeah)
[chorus]
suicide, on my f-cking mind, i don’t wanna die
i just wanna live, but this life, gets so hard sometimes
i don’t know what’s right
yeah what’s wrong, i can’t find the time
in my out of line, happiness, it’s so hard to find
suicide, on my f-cking mind, i don’t wanna die
i just wanna live, but this life, gets so hard sometimes
i don’t know what’s right
yeah what’s wrong, i can’t find the time
in my out of line, happiness, it’s so hard to find
suicide, pull it to my brain, i can’t maintain
ima go insane, ‘cuz this light, only brings pain
slit wrists, i don’t feel sh-t, as my heart skips
close my eyes, i’m in paradise, i won’t miss this
[verse 1]
everything about me that everybody ever knew
people want to think i was the happy king of school
but i barely keep my cool, with a smile on my face
kids, just slow her down, this life ain’t a race
and the people that hating on you, yeah they all fake
but i’m closed, break about, what their parents all make
but i’ll promise that you’ll get there
know that it’s not fair
if you wanna die, talk to someone that feels great
and i know that your heart hurts
trust me, i’ve been there
life takes a sacrifice that some people can’t bear
stay strong stay around, it’ll get better
take a lot up on that suicide letter
the pain inside will never go away
you can learn how to deal with it more every day
and it won’t feel the same as it did when you were broken
although it won’t leave, your heart will still open
[outro]
suicide, on my f-cking mind, i don’t wanna die
i just wanna live, but this life, gets so hard sometimes
i don’t know what’s right
yeah what’s wrong, i can’t find the time
in my out of line, happiness, it’s so hard to find
suicide, pull it to my brain, i can’t maintain
ima go insane, ‘cuz this light, only brings pain
slit wrists, i don’t feel sh-t, as my heart skips
close my eyes, i’m in paradise, i won’t miss this
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