xia-dawn – garden hose lyrics
[verse 1]
crashing comes the crescendo
spectators watch in a compressed row
fit to watch, not fit to perform
don’t wanna deal but you love the allure
i live with a constant disintegration without a cure
every day’s a rematch i cycle inside a constant tour
only relate to my senses which i’ve grown numb to locked in a rotating door
my damage is sentient plotting the end of it
when i’m at precipice greater the drop
when does it stop, not when on top
strangers just stand in an ignorant gawk
i’m tired of watering blades, i’m tired of plucking these petals
i mow the lawn, clip the weeds
be done by dawn and wash my knees
don’t revel in dirt or i’ll never leave
when the levy’s concede it’ll cleanse the ground
weather the storm inside and out
my mom is scared when my head’s held down
if i’m lost where i’m found
when i’m about to break down
[chorus]
i let it out
let it out
let it out
let it out
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret (in my secret)
[verse 2]
burning itch crawling in my throat that’s not a craving
it’s the bottom of a bottle bred necessity for ailing
the bottom of the barrel filled with ale and all my failings
oil sparked on purpose i’ve become my own -ssailant
i laugh at armageddon and i party with myself
a private get together in a clandestine h-ll
clan of sole delusion, pills dancing from my inclusion
i’ve grown to fear i’m inhuman, excluded from inst-tutions
abandonment of prudence, speeding through red lights
flickering catharsis but i grab my soul in mid flight
you hypocrite, you p-ssy, you’re construction with no site
you claimed you were a burning man with no heart, and no sight
even if i try today my symmetry ain’t perfect
i don’t always think i’m worthless i just live without a purpose
find nothing intoxicated while drowning in medication
trials and tribulations composed by a detonation
[chorus]
i let it out
let it out
let it out
let it out
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret place (in my secret place)
in my secret (in my secret)
[verse 3]
tending to metals, receiving no medals, a pyramid scheme with nature
forced in a contract where i am the manager, and my depression’s creator
no favors to be won, but i’m no longer stunned
resolution in revelation
i know that i’m never done
i’ve just got to grow, water myself under the sun
and if i ever load a gun or bleed until it stuns
suffocate my lungs or eat pills until i’m dumb
i’ll never know the outcome of who really won
actors always lose in a world ruled by the audience
playing roles necessary for the situation at hand
but there’s always demand to put back on our masks
you never wanted the real thing
if you did you’d have asked
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