yxng squirtle – september 7th lyrics
september 7th, 2018
so today i just got the bad news
hip-hip hooray, it’s a b-tch to go through
i want you to wake, but you won’t anytime soon
cus the damage is in your brain, these are our last afternoons
or so i been told, so i hold you even longer
so your body don’t go cold, i don’t wanna lose my mother
i’m done acting bold, at this point the tears flow
cus tomorrow at three, they said you’re gonna go
my world’s been flipped, and god i feel sick
it’s hours away, and my heartbeat’s quick
my chest’s compressed, and i need some rest
before i leave, to my mom i confess
that she’s the only person i’ve truly loved
in the morning, i leave with my aunt
straight to the micu, meet with all the fam
at this point my mind just races
capturing the moment, and everyone’s faces
look at my mom’s face for one last time
hoping that she wakes before they pull the tube at three
cus she’s been on respiratory support for two weeks
and been in a vegetative state for two weeks
and basically been dead now for two weeks
they pull the tube out at half past four
you’re on respiratory support no more
congrats kiddo, you’re still alive
but they say now it’s only a matter of time
so i cherish each day we have left
before your body takes its final breath
holup, something else i wanna add
but, not the kinda sh-t that goes with a beat
so, f-ck the beat i’m just gonna let it finish
some sh-t i also wrote on september 7th
you had such a beautiful smile
and now every step just feels like a mile with all of the sh-t on my conscience
and only time can stop this
see it’s not as simple as life and death
so i guess that’s why i descend, succ-mbing to my fears and wallow
all i can do is weep and feel hollow and state my opinion on the matter
but for the longest time, you’re all that’s mattered
all that mattered was your life
cus at the end of the road i swore i saw a light
and i did, but i saw the wrong one
i’m crying writing this, but f-ck it
i wish we could properly say goodbye during this final chapter of our lives
and it hurts that i can’t hear your voice again, or see you take a natural breath
and this time, there’s not a happy ending
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