zoey alexandria – my reality lyrics
[verse 1]
looking at the dashboard
i see the gas on empty
trying to relax while
both my hands are trembling
i see, the way, their lips purse into frowns
i choke, my throat, constricting all around
pretend that i’m calm
but my heart hastens it’s pounding
pseudo confidence
feels so underwhelming
impersonate a stable human being
i’m fine, i’m great, inside i am screaming
[chorus]
ain’t a bad dream
it’s my reality
i feel my paranoia
creeping up on me it’s like i’m
losing myself
in this systemic h+ll
i’m haunted by the past
and fear that they still see it
[verse 2]
in effort to avert stares
i keep my head down low
i cover up my body quick
before i turn to stone
their eyes, convey, either desire or hate
i can’t, tell which, so i just dissociate
i’m rarely ever present
’cause i’m brawling with my demons
i’m a f+cking burden
i self sabotage for treatment
[chorus]
ain’t a bad dream
it’s my reality
i feel my paranoia
creeping up on me it’s like i’m
losing myself
in this systemic h+ll
i’m haunted by the past
and fear that they still see it
ain’t a bad dream
it’s my reality
i feel my paranoia
creeping up on me it’s like i’m
losing myself
in this systemic h+ll
i’m haunted by the past
and fear that they still see it
[bridge]
i’ve been scarred by expectation
i’ve been left in chains you see
i’ve succumbed to self degradation
so incomplete
+frustrated scream+
[chorus]
ain’t a bad dream
it’s my reality
i feel my paranoia
creeping up on me it’s like i’m
losing myself
in this systemic h+ll
i’m haunted by the past
and fear that they still see it
ain’t a bad dream
it’s my reality
i feel my paranoia
creeping up on me it’s like i’m
losing myself
in this systemic h+ll
i’m haunted by the past
and fear that they still see it
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